"The empty feeling you have for someone you once loved, but no longer love is called “Razbliuto"
"Soon I’ll grow up, and I won’t even flinch at your name."
"All my friends thought I was a very happy human being. Because that’s how I acted- like a really happy human being. But all that pretending made me tired. If I acted the way I felt, then I doubt my friends would have really hung out with me. So the pretending wasn’t all bad. The pretending made me less lonely. But in another way, it made me more lonely because I felt like a fraud. I’ve always felt like a fake human being."